... I have so many damned things on my mind... My course stopped, my boss told me that he had to few assignments for me to make or design(whatsoever) and that I could better find a new course (at the end of this year I go back to school and show what I made on the course, in a portfolio)
I agreed, and went home... the next day I called my "mentor" or "coach" (he's from my college and helps us during the course) and he told me to come to college the next day so we could find a resolution and a new course.
My coach asked me what happened exactly and I told him what my boss told me as reason.
when I finished my story, the coach said that my boss told him an entirely different story...
THAT LYING SON OF A BITCH said that I didn't do my work fast enough, and what I had designed wasn't USEFULL
WHY COULDN'T HE TELL ME THAT?! AAAAAARGH!!
WHY DO PEOPLE LIE IN THE FUCKING FIRST PLACE!
DAMN IT IT MAKES MY SICK.
I was so mad at that fucking moment (wth still am.. ¬¬

AND THE SON OF A BITCH WHORE ASSHOLE PISSING MOTHERFUCKING (ex)boss of mine!!
damn I wanted to kick his ass all the time
blegh
dirty lies!
and what's even worse:
I need to go back there, because I found out that all those crappy weeks I spend there where for nothing, I wasn't registered, and if that is the case, my college tells me to work those 5 unregistered weeks in my one and only holiday.. yes, indeed
the SUMMER holiday
wow it couldn't get any better huh?
and the best, most lovely thing about it
is
that
I still dont have a new course (woohoo<sarcasm)
so I'm sitting, and waiting, losing time (ok free days are great, but really not when you dont know what you're up to and what will come) if I don't get a new course soon, I might work my fucking summerholiday.. the whole time full time, and even then not make it...
what the hell?!
I dont have any holidays so I don't wanna lose my fucking summer!!!!!
FUCK THIS SHIT
well
that's about it
I needed to share this
and you might understand that this is my reason for not being online....
Ah why do I even bother
no one will even notice this fucking journal and the fact that I am gone or online...
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